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Sunday, May 17th, 2020 11:51 pm
Tarot reading tonight with the new deck. Basically, it leapt out with, "yeah we know you used to be grumpy and had a hard time seeing the good things, but look, HERE'S all the good things now, and you *know* life keeps changing it up on us, so enjoy what you have now..."
My old blog was subtitled something like "living life out to my fingertips". It's time to revisit that philosophy.
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Friday, May 8th, 2020 05:05 pm
Chromebook Tab Amnesty today, woooooo!

I was supposed to do a lot of art over the last two weeks. homework for the art class I am taking at mission college with Jeff.

adhd makes it so a lot of the time i have to basically stomp my way through planning A Thing.
right now i am writing a list of the steps i need to take and goals i want to try to complete today.

* make a shared folder for photo references
* move already-downloaded references
* go find and download the rest of the face references
* then put THOSE in the shared folder too
* pick two nose-mouth models and draw them
* pick one shot of Michael Sheen as Aziraphale to try to draw a headshot.
* draw that headshot
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.
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profit?

or well, be able to show some homework in tomorrow's Zoom meeting with Prof. Rivera.

uggghhhhhhh

it's funner and easier playing Animal Crossing or reading fic.

I did do a minorly effortful public artistic offering. the full moon was yesterday, and wednesday night i offered single-card tarot readings to facebook friends. Powered through something like 40.

(thank the gods for the Osho Zen Tarot app and screenshots)
Sometimes reading tarot can be very effortful and exhausting, I just decided to tread lightly, take the first impression, and run from card to card to card, holding focus on each individual just long enough to make and interpret the reading.

I think it let me use the leftover energy Ive had hanging about myself as I always do when it's hard to find purpose or to focus on my own behalf. I can usually focus for others. And Wednesday/Thursday being the Supermoon it just felt like I was riding that energy straight through the whole process. took less than two hours, I think.

okay. time to get back to work on collecting all my photo references.

more later!
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Friday, October 17th, 2008 12:51 pm
Last night I got, as a friend of mine used to say, Thwacked With The Salmon Of Wisdom... cos some of us don't get to eat the salmon, and that's just how it goes.

I have to find a Professional Fisherman who can supply me with Salmon-Thwacks until I learn better how to fish for my own Learned Fish.

...am a bit discouraged. Have a lot of stuff to work on: need to raise the bar from Calendaring to Logistics (which is more complicated, of course); need to Time Manage so I get all my homework done before class (I'm wayyyy behind now), and I need to seriously re-engage in the Job Search.

I want to crawl into a cave, or go do EVERYthing else other than what I need to do. But I can't afford to get distracted, somehow I just lost 2 hours (though I did finish my project for Saturday's class).

Would I "manage my time" better if I had a job? A regular routine? You bet your bippy I would.

(GODS I hate jobhunting.)

Gonna go eat lunch and get done what I need to.