I'm a cranky lady tonight.
It sucks to be an adult.
I'm not living up to my own expectations, I'm _almost_ getting what I need (and how FRUSTRATING it is, to fall short of what I need), and it feels like almost everyone (the childish voice says, "no, EVERYONE!") but me is getting more, being happier, more fulfilled, accomplishing their tasks better than I am...
I'm just going to sit over here in my crankypants for a little while.
It sucks to be an adult.
I'm not living up to my own expectations, I'm _almost_ getting what I need (and how FRUSTRATING it is, to fall short of what I need), and it feels like almost everyone (the childish voice says, "no, EVERYONE!") but me is getting more, being happier, more fulfilled, accomplishing their tasks better than I am...
I'm just going to sit over here in my crankypants for a little while.
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If you ever want to hear what I admire about you and wish I was accomplishing like you, you just ask. But I know when feeling this way, sometimes one just wants hugses. *more hugses*
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and yeah, anytime we have time this summer or anytime I get blue, feel free to share something that I've done that you're proud of me for. I forget, in my striving, that some people can actually see what I've ACCOMPLISHED instead of what I INTENDED. Yanno?