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labelleizzy) wrote2008-01-03 11:53 pm
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Transformation.
Paradigm Shift.
If I cease to be what I was,
What am I NOW?
What do I Want To Be?
If I open the Gates of Possibility, do I walk through them?
Or does the Flood emerge, engulf me and destroy all I once thought I knew?
I have gnawed off a bite too large to consume;
Ere I choke I must spit it out. Perhaps anon I could try eating the elephant, though in smaller bites.
Promises, contracts, shares and stakeholders.
And if options are beautiful, as some have said, then I have beauty before me...
but this kind of beauty is just short of terrifying.
Here yawns the Abyss.
If I cease to be what I was,
What am I NOW?
What do I Want To Be?
If I open the Gates of Possibility, do I walk through them?
Or does the Flood emerge, engulf me and destroy all I once thought I knew?
I have gnawed off a bite too large to consume;
Ere I choke I must spit it out. Perhaps anon I could try eating the elephant, though in smaller bites.
Promises, contracts, shares and stakeholders.
And if options are beautiful, as some have said, then I have beauty before me...
but this kind of beauty is just short of terrifying.
Here yawns the Abyss.
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This is a large question that not everyone answers to their satisfaction - ever. Don't be discouraged if the answer doesn't come to you immediately.
And heed the words of the aerobics teacher: "Don't forget to breathe."
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I'm not alone
I've thought about if I were to completely accept my personal perspective on reality in it's universiality and how that would change my reality - and there it yawns before me
~
I at long last decided that though the abyss is there that I do not acknowledge it as an abyss, but the essence of everything (OverWhelming!).
I let it be, and instead choose to actualize my life as I wish it to be. I could say that I decided to live on a rivelet of that abyss' waters so that I might taste of it, have it saturate my soils, fill me, and yet allow me to choose a limited perspective on it's whole to create the reality of my choosing.
May your abyss bring you light.
LOVE,
C
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*hugs*