I have stuff I need to do (laundry) stuff I want to do (write and make things with friends) and stuff I really should do (have the awkward conversation breaking it off with that guy I had the ropes date with last week).
And... *shrug* i guess this is partly me holding myself accountable by saying it in a public venue. I want to be an ethical person, therefore I can't just ghost.
It pisses me off though that I've been running about a dozen different variations on the conversation through my head, because due to recent events in a dear friend's life, and because everything in political life is being so shitty and about men feeling entitled to shit, I'm a little anxious underneath my blase exterior.
If I look at it from a queenly perspective, it's one kind of problem. It's a similar perspective if I look at it through a witchy lens.
and
you know what, I don't want to think about approaching the challenge from any other past perspective I used to hold. I'm sovereign. That's the point of being a Witch.
I'll be as kind as I can, but I'm certainly not the "girl" I'm sure he's looking for.
Time to end things.
And... *shrug* i guess this is partly me holding myself accountable by saying it in a public venue. I want to be an ethical person, therefore I can't just ghost.
It pisses me off though that I've been running about a dozen different variations on the conversation through my head, because due to recent events in a dear friend's life, and because everything in political life is being so shitty and about men feeling entitled to shit, I'm a little anxious underneath my blase exterior.
If I look at it from a queenly perspective, it's one kind of problem. It's a similar perspective if I look at it through a witchy lens.
and
you know what, I don't want to think about approaching the challenge from any other past perspective I used to hold. I'm sovereign. That's the point of being a Witch.
I'll be as kind as I can, but I'm certainly not the "girl" I'm sure he's looking for.
Time to end things.
Tags:
no subject
and
you know what, I don't want to think about approaching the challenge from any other past perspective I used to hold. I'm sovereign. That's the point of being a Witch.
ashe. (feeling this in my own life in a different context too <3)
no subject